(So.. what do you think?)
What do I do to ignore whats behind me?, Do I follow my fate to escape blindly? Do I hide my pride away from these bad dreams And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? Do I let it go and try to stand it? Or do I try to catch them red handed? Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness, Or do I trust none and live in loneliness? The sunlight burns the skin of sleeping men, I make the right turns but im lost within, I put on my daily facade but then, I just end up getting hurt again By Myself…
Myself!, I ask why!, (but in my mind I find), I can’t rely on myself, (Myself!),
I ask why (but in my mind I find), I can’t rely on myself!
I can’t hold on! (to what I want when I’m stretched so thin)
It’s all too much to take in, I can’t hold on (when im against you, I cant win)
with thoughts of failure sinking in…
If i turn my back, in defensless and to give into fate seems sensless, If I hide my pride I lie sleepless, and won’t be able to cope with my weakness. If I (If I) let them go, Ill be out done, but If I (If I), try to catch them, I’ll be out run, If I’m killed by the questions like a cancer, then I’ll be burried in the silence of an answer.. all By Myself!
Myself!, I ask why!, (but in my mind I find), I can’t rely on myself, (Myself!),
I ask why (but in my mind I find), I can’t rely on myself!
I can’t hold on! (to what I want when I’m stretched so thin)
It’s all too much to take in, I can’t hold on (when im against you, I cant win)
with thoughts of failure sinking in…
How do you think.. that I’ve lost so much.. always afriad.. that I’m out of touch.. how do you expect?, that I will know what to do.. when all I know, is what you tell me too..
Don’t you (know) I can’t tell you how to make it (work) no matter what I do, how hard I try (Try) I can’t seem to convince myself (why) I’m stuck on the outside, don’t you (know) I can’t tell you how to make it (work) no matter what I do, how hard I try (Try) I can’t seem to convince myself (why) Im stuck on the outside!
Myself!, I ask why!, (but in my mind I find), I can’t rely on myself, (Myself!),
I ask why (but in my mind I find), I can’t rely on myself!
I can’t hold on! (to what I want when I’m stretched so thin)
It’s all too much to take in, I can’t hold on (when im against you, I cant win)
with thoughts of failure sinking in…
Myself!, I ask why!, (but in my mind I find), I can’t rely on myself, (Myself!),
I ask why (but in my mind I find), I can’t rely on myself!
I can’t hold on! (to what I want when I’m stretched so thin)
It’s all too much to take in, I can’t hold on (when im against you, I cant win)
with thoughts of failure sinking in…
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