When I pretend that everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you had always wanted to see
When I pretend to forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can
But I can't pretend this is the way it'll stay
I'm just lying to bend the truth
I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be
So I'm lying away from you
No, no turning back now
I want to be closed inside so let me go
No, no turning back now
Let me take back my life
I'd rather fight all alone
No turning back now
Anywhere on my own cause I can't see
No, no turning back now
The very worst part of you is me
I remember what they taught to me
Remember condesending talk of who I outta be
Remember listening to all of that and this again
So I pretended up a person who was fitting in
And now you think this person really is me and I'm
Trying to fill the truth The more I push some more I'm pullin away because
I'm lying away from you
No, no turning back now
I want to be closed inside so let me go
No, no turning back now
Let me take back my life
I'd rather fight all alone
No turning back now
Anywhere on my own cause I can't see
No, no turning back now
The very worst part of you is me
This isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me, like this
This isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me, like this
This isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me, like this
This isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me, like this
No turning back now
I want to be closed inside so let me go
No, no turning back now
Let me take back my life
I'd rather fight all alone
No turning back now
Anywhere on my own cause I can't see
No, no turning back now
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you is me
